I know it's been a while. I'm sorry about that. Sometimes I forget I have a blog. Other times I remember, and still decide to keep my life to myself. I have been quite confused lately. I know I'm not the only person with this problem. Some of my friends have also been suffering confusion as well.
I write, then I delete it. That's how this is going to go. I can't even write full sentences without feeling neurotic.
I wonder if my mania is endearing. I wonder if my psychosis is adorable. What about my flaws? Are they amazing?
I am curious about who to trust, and when I feel trusting, how much can I really trust them with? Can I trust them to tell me the truth? Not always.
I think the paranoia is setting in. But I am going to battle like hell to keep it away.
Somehow, I will make it through this. I will press on, I will move mountains, and all that jazz...
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Friday, June 4, 2010
You Want Me To Do What? Pt 2
Here are some more of the interesting emails and requests I get!
"hello , would you ever consider a live in caged boy? id pay my part of the rent . wouldnt take up much space a dog cage would be fine . im loyal obedient and would never question anything you ask of me . i dont mind being locked up hours / days at a time as i would look up at you from the cage adoreing you wishing i could have you but relizeing im just your slave not your man. please consider"
My response: Well, lets see...maybe I will lock you in the basement, or the storage closet. Either way, you'd be wondering when you'd get to come out and play, or go for a walk, or even just feel like a real human again. I'll think about it.
"Mistress if i bid and win Your pleasure products may i get a real live session?"
My response: No. Just because you are paying for something that I am providing does not mean I am going to meet you in real life, for free, for a session. If you purchase my auctions on Ebanned, that is what you get with your bid, what the auction is for. That's all. Nothing more. If you want a session in real life, I have to want to meet you, and you have to pay me.
"Mistress Cara, supreme white goddess, will you racially humiliate me and make me feel like the dumb nigger i reallyam?"
Although I did not respond to this one, here are my thoughts on this topic of Racial Humiliation: If that's your fetish, then alright. I am not a racist person, and if I am going to participate in this fetish, it is strictly as a web actress, and does not necessarily reflect my personal opinions on race. I am not really into this fetish, but if it is a private, one on one show or session, I would do it for the right price. This would be an extreme for me, and would have to be someone that really deserved being treated like that. IE: I would need to be provoked, pissed off, and just down right disgusted by you to use racial slurs and sound meaningful while doing it. So, if this is your fetish, again, that's your fetish, but it isn't really my thing, so if you want me to participate in this with you, piss me off and watch me turn into that mean fat white girl you wanna serve.
Anyways, it's 8:30 on a Friday night... I need to make some plans!
"hello , would you ever consider a live in caged boy? id pay my part of the rent . wouldnt take up much space a dog cage would be fine . im loyal obedient and would never question anything you ask of me . i dont mind being locked up hours / days at a time as i would look up at you from the cage adoreing you wishing i could have you but relizeing im just your slave not your man. please consider"
My response: Well, lets see...maybe I will lock you in the basement, or the storage closet. Either way, you'd be wondering when you'd get to come out and play, or go for a walk, or even just feel like a real human again. I'll think about it.
"Mistress if i bid and win Your pleasure products may i get a real live session?"
My response: No. Just because you are paying for something that I am providing does not mean I am going to meet you in real life, for free, for a session. If you purchase my auctions on Ebanned, that is what you get with your bid, what the auction is for. That's all. Nothing more. If you want a session in real life, I have to want to meet you, and you have to pay me.
"Mistress Cara, supreme white goddess, will you racially humiliate me and make me feel like the dumb nigger i reallyam?"
Although I did not respond to this one, here are my thoughts on this topic of Racial Humiliation: If that's your fetish, then alright. I am not a racist person, and if I am going to participate in this fetish, it is strictly as a web actress, and does not necessarily reflect my personal opinions on race. I am not really into this fetish, but if it is a private, one on one show or session, I would do it for the right price. This would be an extreme for me, and would have to be someone that really deserved being treated like that. IE: I would need to be provoked, pissed off, and just down right disgusted by you to use racial slurs and sound meaningful while doing it. So, if this is your fetish, again, that's your fetish, but it isn't really my thing, so if you want me to participate in this with you, piss me off and watch me turn into that mean fat white girl you wanna serve.
Anyways, it's 8:30 on a Friday night... I need to make some plans!
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