Paranoia

I know it's been a while. I'm sorry about that. Sometimes I forget I have a blog. Other times I remember, and still decide to keep my life to myself. I have been quite confused lately. I know I'm not the only person with this problem. Some of my friends have also been suffering confusion as well.

I write, then I delete it. That's how this is going to go. I can't even write full sentences without feeling neurotic.

I wonder if my mania is endearing. I wonder if my psychosis is adorable. What about my flaws? Are they amazing?

I am curious about who to trust, and when I feel trusting, how much can I really trust them with? Can I trust them to tell me the truth? Not always.

I think the paranoia is setting in. But I am going to battle like hell to keep it away.

Somehow, I will make it through this. I will press on, I will move mountains, and all that jazz...