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Friday, January 14, 2011

The Mania of Love

I didn't realize I held these feelings inside me. I didn't see that I had repressed this hurt for so long. Seeing your face again, before I ever touched it, made a tear fall down my cheek. What have I done to cause this? All I ever did was care. I only ever wanted to be there. It seems I am too much. Too much, or just not enough? Which is it? I must know. For I cannot have an ending without a goodbye. I cannot get closure before you tell me why.


You're one of a kind. Too good to be true. Of course I'll never be good enough for you. My flaws are too large, and so are my hips. I never have been one to fit. Inside I hurt, and out here I cry. It will only be a while before I can let this feeling die.


I can't have an ending without a goodbye. I just can't have closure until you tell me why. What did I do? Did I offend you? Was I not there for you? Did I say something wrong? Did I not say enough?


I just don't understand, what it might have been. Until you explain, I'll be lost within...

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